Maybe this is a flaw my ability to be blunt, direct, and most of all honest. I tend to get very upset when others say one thing and do another. I get even more mad when they tell me they were trying to spare feelings. It hurts worse to be lied to, and to find out the truth then to just be up front. I am over this kind of thing. I think it's good to stand up for yourself. I believe you should never just let someone else call the shots of how it's going to be. I believe it's okay to hurt sometimes and to be hurt. My life, my loss, the things in life I have had to deal with do not define me nor will they ever. I am who I am. I have little time for drama. I have little time for games. I put up with being lied to, I have put up with not knowing the truth. I know better now and I am where I am. I can't stand excuses for bad behavior. If we go by that I should be one hot mess, but I am not... I think you should own who you are and be proud even if you've messed up occasionally. Weare human after all and life is one big lesson. I've made excuses for a long time for others and I refuse to do so now. I guess if I am alone here then ok I don't tend to care. I have been through too much in 29 years to worry about others and what they think. I am not one who has issues letting go, I am not one who is scared to say goodbye. I pretty much know being a follower of Christ that it's a given one day any way.
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