Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Well i thought i was in pain!

Well I was pregnant for 8 months (before that on hormones to get pregnant.) Then I breast fed for a while ... then went on birth control immediately at my six week check. It's been over two years and I am coming off hormone type drugs and holy crap!!!!!!  See I had been experience pain since March and it sucked and hurt, made me sick sometimes!  But hormone free pain is about as bad as contractions were. I can barely think let alone eat. My doc did warn me of this. He felt that birth control may have been keeping the worse symptoms at bay. He was not mistaken one bit. I'm so grateful my surgery is in ten days. I'm so hopeful this will help ease things until I'm ready for my second,  and final baby. Just needed to vent. I've been trying to pretend I'm okay but the Hubs picked up on how severe my discomfort has become. He too is glad surgery is coming! We are just ready for me to be 100% its pretty hard to not be ablr to lift your own child without pain. Prayers for the next ten days to swiftly move by!!!

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