Friday, September 6, 2013

The waiting!

I have been working closely with my doctor and since the fertility drugs landed me in the hospital a few weeks ago I am forced to give up that medication. I trying to get ok with not having any more children but my heart hurts. Why would god put this so heavily on my heart if it was meant to be? 
So waiting we are still trying and praying. I've never seen my husband so anxious to welcome another child. I am keeping on the prayer and hoping we are blessed! Somedays it's so hard to see everyone around us having babies :( 
Hopefully my next post will be much more upbeat! I should note I'm personally doing very well! Life in other places is for sure on track! So yay God!

Thursday, August 15, 2013

A full year

Wow I've taken a full year off of blogging. Why am I back? So much as happened and I figured its time for a come back! 
What's been happening? 
Well nice of you to ask. 
Here's a quick run down which I plan to elaborate later on all the subjects
-we've had two losses, and have been trying for over a year! I'm exhausted but not giving up.... Yet
-With those losses came complication. In January I spent my 30th in the hospital (sorry to come) and a full week. Sick sick sick, it sucked. Then again this last week a other hospital stay. I will explain all in good time. 
-We survived a year of Jesse and he made it basic and is doing so well, very proud! 
- Logan is amazing, he starts school in a week ahhh crazy he also turns three next Friday again crazy
-Tony and I have been traveling a lot always love that!!!!' 
-we've been growing closer to god! Amazing!
- this change has brought us closer the ever knew possible, again amazing. 
My dad got a job and quit it In 6 wks time (classy) 
- work is still amazing and so much better then it had been. Love our kids.
- we are hosting an exchange student, gabriel he's an amazing kid just love him!!!!!
-my sis came home in march much needed time
- Stacie now is closer then ever to us and stays frequently its fun having a little sister
-Lifeteam offered me a job back with a nice pay raise I politely declined as I live my job.
-new friends 
- a new school year
-college a almost complete 
- happy!!!
So how are you???