The waiting!

I have been working closely with my doctor and since the fertility drugs landed me in the hospital a few weeks ago I am forced to give up that medication. I trying to get ok with not having any more children but my heart hurts. Why would god put this so heavily on my heart if it was meant to be? 

So waiting we are still trying and praying. I've never seen my husband so anxious to welcome another child. I am keeping on the prayer and hoping we are blessed! Somedays it's so hard to see everyone around us having babies :( 

Hopefully my next post will be much more upbeat! I should note I'm personally doing very well! Life in other places is for sure on track! So yay God!