Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Say Goodbye
Today as in 8/3/2011 is going to suck. My childhood best friend, and still friend, Leslie lost her dad in maybe the most horrible way. He killed himself and she found him. When I spoke to her it was awful because even though I lost my mom and it was bad, this is beyond what I felt. I just can't imagine. Today is the service and I am dreading it. I just went thru my closet and found that the only thing summer like and black that would be appropriate is the dress I wore to my moms service. Just all sucks. EVen though I have lost a parent and a father-in-law in the last year, I still have no words for her. I just am trying to be there for her. I just haven't heard her cry like that ever, and I just want to make it all go away. I am still shocked by her fathers actions it wasn't the Gene I knew and grew up with. Saying Goodbye is just awful I loath Death.
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I will be praying and thinking of you and Leslies family today :( Dont pressure yourself to know what to say to her..Just being there will help I am sure! Love you!
I agree with Cass. Your presence means a lot to her I'm sure. You have a way of making people feel better in their worst of times. Probably a gift given to you by God. Either way, I'm sure she'll look back and think about how you helped her through this tough time.
Thank you so much guys. I love ya both. Cassie I need to speak with you tomorrow. I feel weird that we didn't talk today. =( SO text me when you wake. xxoxoxoxox
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